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| Tuesday, May 26th, 2009 | | 12:23 am |
Midnight walks to the park...
So tonight I went over to my friend Sara's apartment to visit her and her daughter Skyler. She's getting so damn big since the last time I've seen her!!! She smiled at me so many times and stuck her little tongue out at me lol aaaaaand, I got to feed her tonight, too! It was so freakin adorable...makes me wanna lil baby but...not at the same time lol. But yeah, I guess Sara's moving back to Griffith inna few weeks so now I can come visit them alot more now and I can terroize Skyler more hehe lol. But yeah, it was nice to finally see Sara again since I haven't really seen her in a long ass time now...we took a walk to the park that's down the street from the apartments and just swung on the swings and just talked...it was nice. And then we went back and messed with Skyler and then I got to feed her and that just made my night since I was having a really shitty one as it was. So me and Sara talked, I smoked an entire pack of cigarettes and now I feel a little better from it. So, that's another reason why I'm glad that she's moving back, cuz me and her can talk about basically everything together and that's really rare with people...but me and her are like the same person...it's kinda weird but it's kinda true. Current Mood:  stressedCurrent Music: Bomb this track-MSI | | Friday, May 8th, 2009 | | 10:55 pm |
I've been feeling really weird lately...
So...I'm starting to slooooowly get into Green Day...ugh, when they first came out I couldnt stand that fuckin band but now after listening to them for awhile they're slowly beginning to grow on me. But, I still can't stand Billie Joe...I dont know what it is about him but, I just dont like that guy. He's not that cute first of all...I mean I like his personality, it's hilarious and cute at the same time but, I just dunno....there's just something about that man that I just dont like. But, Becca made me a mix green day cd today so I've been listening to that. I mean, I know a few songs but not alot so she made me a mix and I'm slowly getting into them a bit more. I've even agreed going to their concert with Becca and Nicole July 13 at the all state arena so, we'll see how that goes. Got my first check from Stracks today and was really disappointed innit. Since I just started like two weeks ago there's only one weeks pay on the check since I came in the middle of their pay period or whatever but my next check should be really good, at least it better be. Otherwise, why'd I even change jobs if I'ma be making the same as I was at Walts. But yeah, that's about it for now. | | 1:28 am |
Drama bullshit and fucked up dreams...
Ok, so it's been a long ass time since I've posted ANYTHING on lj and since everyone decided to ditch out on me tonight, I have nothing to do so I thought, huh....why the hell not, right? So here I am, posting a useless entry in this stupid lj that nobody probably reads anyway...I've come to realize that I've been neglecting my lj...alot. I use to update this thing like every single day and now it's like what...an update every few months lol. So, I'ma start trying to update on here more often. Cuz why else have a lj if you don't use it, right? So, lately I've been having these really fucked up dreams, the other night I dreamt that I was driving down the street, going back to my house from going somewhere, can't remember where I was coming from but, that doesnt really matter. But, I was driving and it was in my subdivision in the afternoon and like there was noone in sight at all which to me seemed a little weird in the first place because in my subdivision there's always 'someone' outside doing something...well, there was noone out but, all of a sudden here comes this little girl on this bike and she's headed right for my car. So the first thing I think of is fucking swerve outta the way so I dont hit this lil fucker with my car but, somehow I managed to hit her...and in my dream, I literally heard the little girl gasp before I hit her and all I remember was stopping really fucking hard, you know like in the movies where you hear the breaks and the tires squeal...yeah. And I run the fuck outta my car to see if she was ok...I mean shit, I just hit her with my fucking car, of course she's not gonna be just 'ok'. And I run up to her and shit and then all of a sudden there's people everywhere...keep in mind 'noone' was outside before I hit this little girl...and come flocking over to us to see if everything was alright and shit while this little girl is screaming and crying... All I remember in the dream was the little girl had light blond hair in pigtails and was wearing a little sundress type thing...So after that, I woke up because obviously it scared the living shit outta me and I was paranoid as shit after that, I was wondering to myself, 'shit, am I gonna hit a fucking little kid now with my car?!' so for a few days I was paranoid as shit to drive anywhere....but since I woke up I didnt really know if the little girl lived or died...but after that I called Becca and explained to her my dream and she looked it all up online and basically worked it all out for me. Well, since there's so much unnecessary bullshit drama happening in my life right now that I'm worrying about every single day wondering huh, am I really losing some of my friends over this childish bullshit? that that dream was basically telling me to wake the fuck up and stop beating myself up because at this point there's nothing I can do, in the end it's not my war to win...cuz what we think was the little girl was representing me in the dream, because come to think of it now that I was replaying that dream over and over again in my head, that little girl looked just like me when I was little...and when Becca explained to me the dream like that it scared the shit outta me because everything made since afterward... But yeah, other than having some fucked up dreams showing me to stop fucking worrying over some things that I can't change, other people have to learn to do it for themselves nothing really has been going on other than I quit my job at walts and went to stracks where I'ma be making a hell of alot more money there and getting better hours...so, I'm hoping to stick with this one for awhile because the moneys nice, I love me some money. I'm hoping to start saving up so I can buy me a nicer car than the one I'm stuck with now because honestly, it's a piece of fucking shit that we're constantly having to throw money into because shit keeps going wrong with the fucking thing...might as well junk it and buy a brand new car...shit. but yeah, that's about all thats been going on in my life thus far, so I'll try and keep up with my post on here lol. Current Mood:  awake | | Sunday, September 14th, 2008 | | 4:07 pm |
Wow! My very own personal lake!
M'yes...sounds nice, doesn't it...wrong! My whole block is fucking flooded! It was raining when I woke up this morning and that was at 9. It didn't start to flood until probably 10 ish. The fucking town of Dyer closed the sewers to prevent the hospital from flooding...boo fuckity hoo, so *we* get flooded instead...cute. Real fucking cute. The good thing is that we didnt get any water in our house. My mom went to church this morning at 10:30 and hadda park the van in Walts parking lot because by the time church got over with the water was so deep that there was no way that the van would make it with out stalling. So at 12:30 she walked back up to Walts because she hadda go to work, it was funny watching her walking across everyones front yards wearing a hood and carrying a huge blue umbrella lol. But as it was continuing to rain, I was just watching it and slowly watching the water going over the curb of the street and then the sidewalk went underwater and the water continued to creep up my front lawn, almost touching my porch...which is real close to my house. But, luckily the rain stopped for now, we're just waiting for them to open the fucking sewers and get all this damn water outta the street. I took some pics of our block...it's a fucking lake right now. ( Read more... ) | | Saturday, June 7th, 2008 | | 11:26 pm |
So today I found out some lovely news, I was taking Becca to get guitar lesson and was about to go in when my dad called me and told me that my grandpa passed away...it was such a shock, too. I can't believe that he's actually gone...I'ma miss him so fucking much...I was so close to him before he got sick and got put inna damn 'nursing home'. We use to do everything together...like, go swimming at the pool in Lansing...I'ma really miss all those good times...I was such a grandpa's girl when I was little, too....I'd always wanna be with him. Go places with him and such...I'ma really miss the guy...I'm so glad I have 'the crew' to make me feel better, but now, that I'm actually home and by myself I'm starting to get all those memories flooding back into my head and I can't help but to just get teary eyed thinkin' that he's really gone and that I'll never get to see him again...I've had many times and opportunities that I could've gone and seen him while in the 'home' because he stayed like, a block away from where Becca's grandma live but, I always hated going there and seeing him like that, ya know? And I hated going there alone. But I guess it's good inna way that he's gone because I'd hate to be kept inna fucking nursing home, too... ♥ R.I.P Grandpa ♥ | | Friday, March 28th, 2008 | | 10:15 pm |
| | Saturday, January 19th, 2008 | | 10:00 pm |
Been awhile...
So yeah, it's been awhile since I've updated lol, what have I been up to? Eh not much, nothing new or exciting. Still working at Walts..god, I fucking hate that fucking job...I can't wait til the Spring so I can apply somewhere else that pays more. Hell, I'll even go as far and applying at the damn mall for fucks sake. Hungout with Stella and HoopZ last night, was hilarious, as always. I worked, picked HoopZ up then went to Stellas where we then took the journey to Taco Hell and ate and had more hilarious/special moments...damn I wonder what all the people around us think haha. Probably nothing good. Eh, well. We're special!!! We then went back to Stellas and watched Beer League haha that movies fuckin hilarious, it has no point to it which makes it funnier lol. Hmm, what else...ooooh! the new Negative dvd is coming out soon! In The Eye Of The Hurricane! I cant waaait! lol. And speaking of Negative...Sir Christus left the band...that's so depressing...I s'pose Jonne and Mr. Christus broke up haha, aww Jonne doesnt have his boy-toy anymore. Ah, well...he still has Mr. Larry Love lol. The other night me and HoopZ went over to Nicoles and hadda very intense air hockey game which led to HoopZ getting injured lol. We were even at the point where we didnt have one puck on the table but four! haha. it was crazy. We came to the conclusion that we're having a rave in Nicole's basement haha, that should be interesting. We'll see. Last night at around 12:30 when I was walking up the porch stairs I heard a really loud ass noise in the backyard that scared the fuck outta me so I booked it up the stairs and into the house lol. I dont know what the fuck it was but yeah lol. Lately the moon has been shining directly into my fucking window right down on me...when I'm trying to sleep mind you lol. it's quite annoying now...a big ass moon shining right at you when you're trying to sleep...oh yeah. I have to clean my room one of these years...today I almost killed myself while getting outta bed, I tripped over my blankets, stepped on something sharp and landed into a pile of random shit on my floor...yeah...when that happens I think it's time to clean the room haha. I have to finish Queer as Folk and give it back to Nicole one of these years haha, I've had that for probably over a year and I still havent finished it! I have like no time to watch anything anymore though...I use to always watch movies and tv and shit, now...nope, no time. But yeah...that's about all thats been going on so I'm going downstairs, getting comfy on the couch and watching Queer as Folk...hopefully I'll finish it this time haha. Doubt it. | | Wednesday, December 19th, 2007 | | 11:23 am |
Update and Mige's b-day!!!
Damn, so it's been awhile since I've updated this thing haha. eh, I guess I just never really had the time or wanted to lately. So, yeah...X-mas is in 7 days and I just can't wait for it to be over and done with already. I'm so sick of hearing damn x-mas songs everywhere I go AND have to listen to them all day, everyday at work....ugh, makes you wanna shoot yourself in the head sometimes! But anyway! Got all my x-mas shopping done...thank god cuz I hate x-mas shopping cuz I never know what to get anyone. Lately, I've been working alot but thats fine, more money in mah wallet haha. My brothers are off now for x-mas break for 2 weeks...holy shit, kill me now! I'm so glad I'm working basically every day then lol. They drive me fucking crazy. I sometimes wonder why I wasn't an only child haha. Hmm...what else is new, nothing much really actually. We finally have snow on the ground, maybe it will be a white x-mas afterall lol. Last Saturday we got a shitload of snow....close to around 11 inches and it buried my car lol. it kinda sucked. but other than that I love the snow!!! Just hate driving innit. and that damn black ice....ugh. Last thursday I saw Sara, I havent seen her in awhile and it was good to see her and hangout again, reminded me of those ol' times lol. She always cracks me up...I dragged her along with me to the mall to finish up x-mas shopping lol, we had alot of laughs during out time together haha. We laugh about the stupidest things too sometimes haha but thats ok. but yeah....todays Mige's birthday!!!! Yaaaaaaaaaay! He's 33 now...damn he's gettin pretty damn old....Ville's already 31 O_O HAPPY 33rd BIRTHDAY MIZZIE-BEAR!!!!  | | Friday, October 26th, 2007 | | 10:29 am |
HIM concert!!! 10/25/07
The night before me and Becca made a food run to Walts and got a shit load of food for the concert since we were going to stand in line all damn day. OK! This is how the day started the next day...woke up at around 5:30 in the AM got ready...tired as hell mind you because only running on about an average of 4 hrs buts its all good! lol. Umm....got ready and then Nicole came at around 6ish to my house and picked me and Becca up. We then got on the road for Chicago. The traffic going down there was surprisingly good for going down there so early...since everyone at that time is on their way to work. We arrived at the Congress as around 7:30 and found a parking spot really close, it was literally right around the corner from the venue, and found out that we were the first lunatics there haha. So we of course grabbed all our shit and sat our asses down in the front of the line by the doors. Me, Becca, and Nicole then proceeded to playing ONO for a few hrs to keep ourselves amused, which we played all throughout the day lol. That was funny. Made a few friends while standing in line all damn day too. We meet a few security guards and a Finnish roadie who was fucking awesome. His name was Shawn and we talked to him like all day lol. When someone hadda go to the bathroom two would go at a time lol and the other one would hold our place in line and so on and so forth. At one point I wanted to go walk around because my legs began to cramp up for sitting so long on the ground so Becca and I walked around the corner and saw the HIM tour bus parked there and we just kinda stood there to see if anyone was in there, which there was. We just saw two shadows but one of the shadows looked like Ville lol. So me and Becca waved and it waved back lol. Then someone opened the window and stuck their head out, come to realize it was Mige! haha. He was all like "Can you see us through that window?" And we're like "Uhh...kinda, just shadows though" And his eyes widened and he goes "Thats enough...because sometimes we're walkin around the tourbus half naked, dancing around and we dont need people seeing that now..." Twas funny. We then asked if we could get a picture with him and hes like "Yeah yeah" And we thought he was gonna come out for it but no, he's all like come on in lol. We look at each other and go "Ok!" lol. So we went into the tour bus and hungout with Mige for awhile, got to talk to him for awhile and take pictures with him, after all that he gave us a Coke lol. Mige loves his Coke lol. Throughout the day we kept seeing Mige everywhere, like when me and Becca walked to the bathroom we passed Mige and a roadie walking down the sidewalk from a trip to Walgreens because they wanted more Halloween shit to decorate their bus lol. When me and Nicole made a bathroom break we went into Walgreens and found this little bat beanie-baby and bought it along with a sharpie and we all wrote our names on the wing and Happy Halloween to all the band memebers on the other wing, we then gave the bat to Mige, he was so happy lol hes all like "Yes! our very first gift, thank you!" lol. At around 5:30 or 6 Michelle finally arrived and found me so I told her to just stay in line with us, so we talked about recent shit thats been happening and she met Becca again and Nicole and it turned out that they both love her lol. I love Michelle too lol, shes awesome as hell. At 7 PM the doors finally opened and we could finally get outta the fucking coldness lol. We hadda get checked like always, then we just booked it to the front row. The opening band was Bleeding Through...I didnt like them at all....too screamo and I dunno...just didnt like em. Then at 8 HIM came on and he played a fucking badass show...Ville looked so damn good and he sang every song with such emotion. Like, I've never seen him act like that before...probably because this time he wasnt drunk and actually knew what he was doing. His attitude last night was very playful too, like he was messing with Mige and Gas alot lol. I couldnt really hear what Ville was saying to Mige but they were both laughing and sticking their tongue out at each other alot lol. Twas cute. The concert ended at like 11 PM, we bought merch and then went outside to find everyone. We went around the corner and saw a whole group of people around the tour bus and went over there. We saw them all walk out and go into the tour bus, I went around the tour bus and got a picture with Linde lol. I've never heard Linde talk before lol and when I asked for a picture with him and he said "Yeah, sure" I was like O_O HE TALKS! lol. But yeah, overall the concert was fucking awesome and it was fuckin worth waitin in line all damn day!  Thats right...me with Mige on ze tour bus *nods* Current Mood:  soreCurrent Music: HIM-Bleed Well | | Sunday, October 21st, 2007 | | 5:41 pm |
The other night I was talking with my dad, mainly about my car, but also about my grandpa...(he's in an assistant living place in South Holland) Well, about my car, he said that I should get it sometime monday or tuesday of next week...I'm hoping. I miss Baila. But, about my grandpa, my dads all like 'Between you and me, I don't think he's gonna make it to spring...' I'm just like, oh, thats fantastic news...So, I dont know whats going to happen with that...he's literally wasting away, he's losing weight like, every week. He just had Pneumonia, so thats another thing that slowly killing him off. I dunno, I havent seen him in awhile, but it's just fuckin hard going to that place and seeing him...it's so damn depressing. But, I would like to see him one last time though before he dies...because I know he's going to soon. This is so fucking hard to see though because I've always been really close with him and shit and losing him is gonna be really hard. But, I guess it's for the best because right now he's looking and probably feeling like shit and it'd be best if he just went... Friday HoopZ got that fucking baby doll from child development, I picked her up from school. The thing turned on at 3 and surprisingly it was good lol. It didnt really cry that much when I was there, but I guess it went off alot in the middle of the night, haha. But yeah, at like 5 we went out to eat chinese with Sean and Jas and HoopZ brought the baby with lol it was pretty funny. The lady there thought it was real and it was under the table haha. Her teacher made it so it turned off at 6 pm because we were going to the theaters at 7 to see Nightmare Before Christmas and it turned back on at 9. But yeah, I guess she likes it, but when I hadda have that fucking thing for my child development class when I took it at the career center it was a fucking nightmare, holy fuckin shit...that thing wouldnt shut the fuck up! But I guess she likes it for some, odd reason lol. All I fuckin know is, I dont want kids....yet. Current Mood:  boredCurrent Music: Nightmare before x-mas- This is Halloween | | Friday, October 19th, 2007 | | 12:38 am |
Midnight update...
So...here I am, updating this journal, it's 12:38 AM and I have nothing else better to do...besides, can't sleep. *Sigh* I guess I should update whats been going on sense my last update...Hmm, well lets see...I'm working a hell of alot more hours at Walts now, my pay checks higher keep getting higher and higher, which is good. I'm basically living there now, it seems but eh, need the money, especially now... Monday went to a Wednesday 13 concert in Mokena with Rhi and Beata, that was awesome, beside the fact that my lovely mother gave me the wrong directions, causing us to become 12 miles fuckin lost...thank you. So, I called my dad because he owns a store out in mokena and knows it out there like the back of his fucking hand, for directions. We finally made it to his store at around 4:30 and the pearl room is just roughly 6 blocks away from it. So we got back into our cars (because Beata drove separately) And followed Lori to the pearl room, because she got us in the back way, so we bypassed the line and got in early which was awesome. Long ass story short, the concert was badass, got some awesome pictures and such, but the drive home wasnt so great...To cut this lovely story short...we get back to indiana and its pouring down rain like a bitch...I cant see for shit because of the rain and my cars low to begin with so I never saw the damn median in the road and ended up hitting it, fucking up the front end of my car. My car is now in the shop and I'm having to pay $1,300. Thats fucking great, thats just what I need right now. But I guess shit happens... On a lightly note my dads helping me pay for the damage, I'm paying $700 and he's paying the rest, BUT, I have to repay him. Which I dont mind. I miss my car though! My poor, goddamn car!! Eh, I should be getting it back in a week or two though. The parts that I need are all in stock so it should be getting repaired soon. Neway....tomorrow me and HoopZ are going to see The Nightmare Before Christmas in 3D. That should be awesome, I love that movie. But, tomorrow she's getting that annoying fucking crying baby doll for child development, OMG! shoot me now, that things a fucking nightmare...I've had to do that for a weekend...that was a weekend of hell. Dear God, I dont know if I want kids nemore. Thursday is the HIM concert! Fuckin finally, I've been waitin for this concert for ages it seems like. I cannot waaait! Meh, I dont know what else to fucking write right now...so I guess I'll just leave it at that... Current Mood:  restlessCurrent Music: HIM- Bleed Well | | Monday, September 17th, 2007 | | 12:00 am |
The Used concert!!!!!!!!
So tonight was The Used concert and it fuckin rocked. Nicole, Danielle, Me, and Sean went. We left my house at around 3:30ish and we got on the road. We got to The Riviera at around 4-4:30ish and the doors opened at 5 and the concert started at 6. The opening bands were: Army of me, The bled, and this other band that I can't think of the name right now...and then The Used! The Used fuckin rocked so hardcore!! Bert looked hot as hell lol. He sang alot of songs from their old album and a few from their new one. As an encour they played On my Own....holy shit...that song makes me cry lol. I'm kinda really fuckin glad I didnt stand in the pit because they went fucking nuts...especially when Bert sang Pretty Handsome Awkward...omfg he made the crowd break into two halfs down the middle and when the song started both of them run at each other like 'wild animals' dear Christ. O.O it was crazy shit. People kept throwing shit up onstage by Bert and this one person through a baby doll dressed in a bunny suit? And Bert caught it and took the bunny suit offa the doll and puts it on his head, then he proceeds to bite the dolls neck and rip it's head off. lol it was quite....interesting. People through clothes to him, shoes, (which one almost got him in the head and he looked pissed lol) umm..this one guy through Bert a jersie and Bert caught it and goes "I'ma put this shit on right now..." And he puts it on lol. Bert said that his girlfriend just left him so he's free lol. I'm like oh, really? lol. When Bert was introducing the band members he goes over to Quinn and goes, "I love this guy, this guys my favorite guy in the whole world..." And then he kisses him! lol it was hott. He also sang the whole "and I lost all doubt in a chemical romance" when usually he just goes, either "and I lost all doubt in a fuck you too, or fuck you Gerard" or most of the time just a mocking "hahahaha" so I dunno lol. Maybe they're gettin over themselves, finally. lol. But he also sang Liar Liar and made everyone put their middle fingers up and scream 'fuckin liar!' So yeah, dunno. After the concert I ran into one of my friends, Amanda and then went around the corner because there was a line where you could wait for the band to come out for pictures and autographs so I get in that line because obviously I wanna meet the band and get pics and autographs but then while I'm waitin in line Nicole calls me and tells me that we had to leave because her sister had to be home because she has school in the morning...it pissed me off that I hadda leave the line and not get their autographs and pictures with the band but I dunno...I guess theres always next time, huh? Bought a tour shirt too, wanted to also buy their dvd but didnt have enought money, it's probably in stores though so I'ma have to look for it. But yeah, that about sums up the night. Oh, we also bought Becca a t-shirt because her mom wouldnt let her go and we all felt bad...so she gets a shirt! hehe. <3 ~Lara ♥ Current Mood:  tiredCurrent Music: Taste of Ink- The Used | | Thursday, August 30th, 2007 | | 10:52 pm |
This is what bordom leads to...
Fill this out about me!!! then send it to me **BUT FIRST** REPOST a blank copy to all of your friends (including me) so they can fill it out about you! Got it? BE HONEST! **YES or NO** - - - - - - ? YES or NO Ugly? : Kind? : Loud? : Shy? : Weird? : Selfish? : Ghetto? : Crazy?: Nice? : Mean?: Immature? : Rude?: Cool? : Stupid? : Caring? : Mature? : A friend? : More than a friend? : Talkative? : Boring? : Hott : Creative? : Smart? : A flirt? : A psycho? : Athletic? : Confusing? : Sweet? : Annoying? : Funny? : Hyper? : Laid back? : Perfect? : - - - - - - ? IF YOU COULD Give me a new name, what would it be ?: Drop me one piece of advice, it would be ?: - - - - - - ? QUESTIONS Which song reminds you of me?: When is my birthday?: Where did we meet?: Have you ever had a dream about me? Describe it.: If you could change one thing about me what would it be?: Describe me in 3-5 words...: Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: 3 days grace- Pain | | 1:18 am |
| | Tuesday, August 28th, 2007 | | 9:44 pm |
Power outages and no cable...
So yesterday the power was out from 7:30 AM til about 2:30ish PM....Yeah...it sucked. Aaaand today the fucking cable is out...oh, how lovely. Now I fucking can't watch LA Ink that I really wanted to see...*pissed off* I'm fucking getting sick and tired of all this shit happening. It didnt even storm yesterday when the power went out...so yesterday the NIPSCO guys were out here like all day/night trying to figure out what the problem is and while 'figuring out' the problem the fucking Comcast went out and won't be fixed til fuckin Saturday! But yeah...on a lighter note...I'M FINALLY GETTING A CAR!!! lol, yeah I'm buying my friend Kara's car. It's pretty hot. Her dad wanted $3,000 but it needs new tires badly so I offered him $2,500 and he said he'd only go down to $2,800 so I said alright! And took the offer. So YAAAAY!~ I'ma finally have my very own car! At last! I've decided to name her Baila. It means 'white' in Yiddish? Something like that, I like it so that's her name! There's nothing to fucking do right now since the damn cable is out and won't be back til Saturday...that saddens me... Oh, The little glitter fuck, Jonne's b-day is this Thursday! Yaaay for Jonne's b-day...hope it's filled with SPARKLE! lol. Ok, I'm out... http://s63.photobucket.com/albums/h132/Lara_Tegtmeier/?action=view¤t=Baila.jpgPicture of my new car!!! Current Mood:  pissed off | | Sunday, August 26th, 2007 | | 11:42 pm |
Tired/bored...
Goddamn...I haven't updated in what seems like years. Shit, alot of shit has happened since the last time I updated, haha. Umm, lemme think...oh! went to Poland for a month in July, that was an experience, haha. I wouldnt mind doing it again either, next time bring more people, the more the merrier...right?! Hopefully this summer Becca and I will be able to go to Finland...I'll be keeping my fingers crossed but I probably won't have the money. Nothing too much has been happening lately though. Just been working here and there, hopfully getting more hours at work. Looked at Kara's car today, she's selling it, it's a 96' Grand Prix, two doors, tinted windows, blah blah blah, but yeah my dad and I went over to her house today and checked it out. And for a 96' goddamn that car is in one of the best shapes I've ever seen a 96' in haha. Like the interior is absolutely spotless and still smells like a new car? O_o. But yeah...like I said nothing too special has been happening lately though. This Saturday is Projekt Revolution that I'm fuckin excited as hell about and can't wait to go! Then Sept 16 I'm going to see one of my favorite bands: The Used!!!! YAAAAAY!!! Can't wait for that one either!! FRONT ROW CENTER BABY! Haha. But yeah, cannot think of anything else to say and I'm tired and have a headache...till next time.... ~Lara | | Sunday, June 24th, 2007 | | 12:31 am |
The 69 Eyes and Wednesday 13 concert!!!
So tomorrow is The 69 Eyes and Wednesday 13 concert in Chicago at The House of Blues! I'm actually pretty excited to see Wednesday 13, even though alot of people told me that they suck live because he can't do all the screams he does on the cd...pfft I don't give a fuck... I've already seen The 69 Eyes twice, they kick some major ass live! Hehe. I'm kinda hoping on meeting the damn band this time around...like they always come out on other concerts but whenever *we* want them to come out on our concerts they never fuckin do...*mumbles* those fuckin Finns...haha. But I've heard that The 69 Eyes AND Wednesday 13 come out after the concerts so hmm...maybe this time we'll meet them? I dunno..we'll see. ~*Lara~*~ Current Music: Walked with a zombie- Wednesday 13 | | Saturday, April 28th, 2007 | | 4:56 pm |
| | Sunday, February 11th, 2007 | | 2:05 am |
Holy shit...
Holy shit I'm actually updating this piece of shit journal... Damn, I haven't updated this thing in like years it seems. Why? Because it seems that noone seems to care what I wrote in here and blah blah blah...But eh, I'm bored so I'd thought I'd rant. So whoever comes across this, I'm sorry to bore you... Alot of shit has happened since I've last updated--I'm graduating fucking high school May 31st...I can't wait for that day to come...fucking finally...FREEDOM! Heh. Yeah...except I have no idea on what I wanna be doing with the rest of my life after high school...so I'm kinda fucked with that right now. I'm not sure if I wanna go off to college or not? I've been thinking about it or rather just finding a job and going full time. I don't know! I have a wonderful girlfriend, named Becca...she's my world...I love her to death! We actually met at a 69 Eyes Concert and I found out she went to my school and after that we started hanging out and here we are today! Funny how some shit works like that...Matter of fact I went to another 69 Eyes concert last Sunday that kicked ass, I still have to develop the pictures, which I hope they came out cause the camera didn't have a flash...*growls* But yeah they were all sexy as always, Jyrki did his sexy little dance he always does, which consists of skipping around in circles and shaking his sexy ass haha. He also laughed his sexy/myserious laugh of his...*shivers* Damn, he's got a hott laugh, heh. And! He also said "Kiitos" after he sang "Lost Boys" which made me squeak! Hehe. And then of course Jussi looked like a wild animal playing the drums, and before they all walked off stage Jussi stood up and poured the rest of his alcohol down his pants...What a sexy sight that was for the eyes! Hmm, vat else...Oh! I might be going to Europe with my friend Beata this summer, which should be an experience of a lifetime! Heh. I hope we get to go, cuz that'd be a kickass vacation. Blah, I'm bored at this point and don't wanna sleep...*Stares at Becca asleep on the couch* She doesn't feel good and crashed...which doesn't bother me, I mean if you feel like shit then sleep! Haha. But other than that shit that I rambled on about I'm still working at Walts....(grocery store) Thank you...*bows* I admit...I'm a bagger bitch...haha. Well, that sums up my little rant and rave on my life at this point...Buh bye. ~*Lara*~ ♥ Current Music: Nighmare before Christmas movie | | Monday, August 7th, 2006 | | 10:05 pm |
Interesting walk in the park...
So yeah Becca came over yesterday around 2ish and then me and her went to Beata's house and we just chilled in her room for awhile, then we decided to take the 45 minute walk...in Hammond to the cemetary. The walk itself fuckin sucked but when we got there it was so worth it lol. When we got there everyone just collapsed either in the grass or on a gravestone. Beata and I took a few pics, we all climbed a tree that was broken, looked like it was struck by lightning or something lol, that was quite interesting lol. Then we wanted to go to another cemetary which is a few blocks down from the one we were in so we walk to that one and come to find that we dont know where the fuckin gate is so we just said fuck it and went through a Stardust which was completely filled with niggers and I thought we were all gonna get shot lol. But we survived haha. Darn. Then we took the 45 minute walk back to Beata's house and got refreshments before heading back out again to Target cuz we wanted Starbucks lol. But once we got there we find that the fuckin Starbucks is closed...pissed me the fuck off lol but I got over it lol. Then we got Origel and sat in Starbucks seating and spread the Origel on our gums and couldnt stop smiling haha that was hilarious. My dad came for me and Becca at around 8, but yeah yesterday was very eventful, but next time we come over we're gonna partay it up lol. Current Mood:  hyperCurrent Music: Spongebob movie lol |
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